I’m just so sad.
I don’t feel good enough anymore.
I don’t know what to do, how to feel.
I try to keep my head above water,
but your the storm that keeps me under.
I want to smile and pretend I’m alright.
But in the end,
I didn’t win this fight.
I try so hard, and continue to give you my best.
Yet here I am,
not good enough.
Not better than the rest.
I want to cry, and tear these tears to shreds.
But nothing comes out, and I feel dead.
What was I, what was said?
Was everything a lie?
Where do I stand?
I just want to be alone.
But I want your company, and although I know I shouldn’t.
You just make me happy. 

(Source: dinokelleygoesrawr)